Eek. The arsonist in my neighborhood is at it again, and a car right behind our apartment went up in flames. Not good.
And the worst part, I guess, other than my fear of going up in flames at some point this evening, was that, like, my very first gut instinct was to call the absolute wrong person. And I had just, just had a conversation with Jen about my high-minded, self-preservation based reasoning for not doing such things anymore. Fuck.
And my penance for it is this- I will write, 87,000 times, on a blackboard "I will believe people when they tell me who they are."
Sorry for being so vague about shit. I don't even know why I'm writing this, or anything I've written lately, really. Maybe I'll delete it all later.